I'm taking pain reliever for it and peroxide drops, the stuff I did for my daughter when she had ear issues. As I clear my head to shake this illness thoughts have been running through my head. Thoughts regarding 'the next step'. Thoughts from the center of the Labyrinth before coming back out. There's still some time to shape things different than they have ever been before. I had a vision before I came here. That is mostly complete. It's the vision coming out of the Labyrinth that I want to have a better focus on.
(as my ear pops again) What surprises me most is how hard it is to admit to myself what it is I truly want. I know what it is...I'm just having a hard time admitting it. (there goes my ear again) I've dragged this dream around with me for decades. Am I willing to pull it up in front of me and 'do' it? This, this thing, could be what I brought myself out here for...and the energy, if I want it, is here.
I can lead myself to water, but will I drink it? I've already been told it's impossible. I've already told others it's impossible. I've been listening to liars, no wonder I'm a liar too. But, I've been silly enough to believe it as truth. Until lately. If it is true that it is impossible - hey, it's time for me to test the theory for myself. My truth might be different.
It's my blog...I can be cryptic if I want. Consider this an exercise in sending thoughts out into the aether.