Work is almost non-existent. I truly have no idea how many days I have left. It could come back quickly or not at all. I've never been in an industry with such an amazing pendulum swing. This not knowing has brought me to a stand still. I'm holding my breath and standing still. Any changes in the projects at work are not up to me. There is nothing I can do to change what happens next. Other than pray that it changes. I've been doing the confidence act. I've been working some underground job mining just to be proactive on this situation.
It seems strange that I am not "scared". A calmness has descended. That worries me. Though I don't know why.
It could all change by Monday. Or not. It's not up to me.