Thursday, January 8, 2009

I'm at a loss

Huh.

Work is almost non-existent. I truly have no idea how many days I have left. It could come back quickly or not at all. I've never been in an industry with such an amazing pendulum swing. This not knowing has brought me to a stand still. I'm holding my breath and standing still. Any changes in the projects at work are not up to me. There is nothing I can do to change what happens next. Other than pray that it changes. I've been doing the confidence act. I've been working some underground job mining just to be proactive on this situation.

It seems strange that I am not "scared". A calmness has descended. That worries me. Though I don't know why.

It could all change by Monday. Or not. It's not up to me.

Huh.

6 comments:

  1. Here you are. I guess you knew that. I didn't until now.
    The calm is a good thing. I hope it works out for the best on the job front.

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  2. I agree that calm is actually good. Thinking is easier when you are calm. Being proactive is your best bet. I hope things improve for you soon.

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  3. Bobby, I'm in private jet aviation...It WAS exciting.

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  4. boo! If you get REALLY desperate, I could teach you how to shift 13 gears.

    Glad to see ya
    M

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  5. M - Would you let me down shift too? Oh, I miss manual transmission when it snows. So much easier to knock it into neutral.

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